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again,… and again,..


ya….
kayaknya ga akan pernah habis orang yg nanyain tentang dia ke ak…
heran,..
siapa gw coba??

Im just her past,..
nothing I knew bout her anymore …

sebenernya c.. gw ga masalah kalian nanyain ttg dia ke ak…
but let all of u know dat…
more than two months,
I’m not make any contact to her…
no chat, no email, no say hay, no sms, nothing,… even ym status,… no more….
your not gonna find my account in her list, neither in mine

so, how do I know bout her??!

yup… last saturday evening,. I saw her,…
but it just saw,.. no more,.. even say hay,.. nope!
just like a song… stop and stare,…
just can stare…

and then… the night when I go back to jkt….
there’s someone ask me bout her….
ya ak bilangin aja yg sebenernya,…
gw ga tau lg ttg dia…
walaupun pengen tau…
but I don’t want to ruin her life again,…

orang itu nanyain kabarnya dia ke aku,..
tp ternyata tu orang malah cerita ttg dia..
aneh…
tanya apa ngetest??!!!
sometimes I just wondering

is there anyone ask about me to her??!!

hahahahhaha….
ngimpi jgn lama2…
jadinya ngebayangin yg ga2 kan…
wkwkwkwk

but what ever,…
ya sedikit mengenang masa lalu.,…
hwhwhhw….

satu hal yg ku tangkep dari obrolan malem itu ,..

baru sadar ak mas,…
ternyata dia ga sejutex yg kubayangin….
anaknya ceria ternyata…

ya emang….
ga jutex kali dia….
baek banget tu anak….
she’s still the most care person I’ve ever met…
aku nya aja yg kagak tau diri…

ya kayaknya,…
ga perlu kularang kalian buat nanyain ttg dia ke ak…
sok lah sini-sini klo mw nanyain kabar dia….
paling ak yg denger kabar dia dari kalian…
hwhwhhwhw…

tp itung2… ingetin ak ttg dia,…

ya elah… ga perlu diingetin kaleee,..
I still remember every single detail from the first time I met her,
till the day she ask me to leave,…

btw itu salah satu alasanku dulu kenapa ak boongin kalian klo ak dah punya cewek
hmmm… paling ga,.. klo ketemu ama kalian…
yg kalian tanyain…

cewekmu yg mana c mas??
kenalin lah ama kita2,..

emang ku niatin c buat ngebuka semuanya ke kalian setelah lulus dari kampus…
walaupun ada sedikit masalah…seperti biasanya ak lgsung bicara yg sebenernya klo ada yg nanyain

Km emang punya cewek mas???

ak jawabnya,… jg langsung… Ga

tp klo ada yg nanya,…

Cewekmu yg mana c mas???

paling ak jawabnya,….

ya ntar klo dah siap ku kenalin,… pasti ku kenalin….

ya maksudnya siap…. ya klo dah ada…
hwhwhwhwhwh

sekarang setelah gw kasih tau keboongan gw, smuanya nanyain ttg dia,…
haiyah….

itu jg alasanku untuk ga OL klo weekdays,..
weekend aja OL ny….

but at least,…
from that night….
I realize,…
that she’s more happy right now…peacefull…
especially when I’m not there
so should I come back…??
eventhough I still want to fix it…
but..
you know lah…
I’m too bad for her….
for her,… its better for me to stay away from her….

dulu klo saran temen deketnya pas dia masih marah ke ak,…

ntar aj mas di ajak ngobrolnya….
klo dia dah tenang…

nah sekarang….
setelah dia tenang,..
do I should ask her to talk???!!!
nope,..
I’m different for her…
I’m not like someone else in front of her….
every time I try make something to her…
it’s just will make her mood bad ,…neither it’s good nor bad..
doesn’t really care what u doing… but whose doing for her…

so.. should I try to make conversation to her??!!
I want to,..
but I guess not…

syukurin lo yg nanyain dia ke ak kmarin…
jadi inspired buat nulis ini kan…
wkwkwkwk

tp ya itung2 curhat ama melepas kangen diblog…..
kagak ada temen curhat lagien…
hwhwhwhw…
lagian, ga mungkin dia baca ne tulisan…


back sound :: rick price… heaven….

  1. July 15, 2008 at 1:27 pm

    hmm.. kayaknya pertamax deh…
    he he he

    lama tak jumpa ji…. sini2 jangan sedih kupinjamkan pundakku…..

  2. ajinugroho
    July 15, 2008 at 2:40 pm

    hahahhaha,…
    btw…
    dimana km skarang den?
    katanya gantiin tempatnya bagrul?

  3. July 16, 2008 at 11:54 am

    suka kangen ga ji..?🙂

  4. ajinugroho
    July 16, 2008 at 1:19 pm

    hhahahhaha,…

    yaaah…
    inilah salah satu caranya ngelepas kangen..😦

    btw,.. km teh temen smp nya bagrul?

  5. July 16, 2008 at 1:57 pm

    hehehe,,,sabar ya ji,,,
    wish u all de best,,,

    jd sekarang ma yg mana ji?
    kenalin atuh,,,😀

  6. July 16, 2008 at 2:15 pm

    iya.. satu smp ama bagrul..

  7. nana
    July 16, 2008 at 2:50 pm

    jadi dia siapa?

    heheheh.. nana sksd banget ^^

  8. ajinugroho
    July 16, 2008 at 3:01 pm

    @desi
    haiyaaah…
    ntar aja skalian bawa undangan!!
    hwhwhwhw

    @iyank
    ouw….
    pantes….

    @nana
    haiyaaah
    mulai dah ibu2 pada ngegosip
    wkwkwkkw

    just like she’s said,..
    “loose your lovely person doesn’t mean loose your world right??!”
    but i guess… still loose few part of your life..
    hwhwwhw

  9. July 17, 2008 at 3:22 pm

    jee jeee…. dapurmu ngomong opo tho…. maksute, sing mbok omongke kuwi opo…..

    ya maaph, kemaren minggu guwe selingkuh ma Andika….

    whkwhwkhwkhwkhwkwhkwhkwhkhkkkk…………………..

  10. ajinugroho
    July 17, 2008 at 4:00 pm

    wkwkwkwkw

    wis bosen kro cewek pho?
    sak ke ik,..

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